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haha another update of the week. (extracted from the previous post)

mugging should not be approved. it uses too much of the brain juice of children & increases the risk of getting brain cancer :D

3 down, 3 more to go. chinese was not too good, but its just like anyother chinese paper. geography was quite okay, all from the textbook except for the last question. literature was alright, luckily mich. liew agreed to be more lenient because our class has not gone through that scene yet.

dadees spects are so super funkay heh. they are strippy like night safari animals :) and ohmygoodness i <3 my inuyasha collection ! thankyou thankyou thankyou :D chyiweis so super jealous lol

i was so super angry with this friend of mine who was so super unresonable. he is like rah so childish & okayokay never mind about him.

anyway, we saw the ice-cream man being ATTACKED by an old lady who claims that he has stolen her business & accuse him of bullying an old lady. she's full of vulgarities. tsktsk should ask mrs. look.

andre. tong is so super unreasonable ! he called my spoiled my beautiful sunday by calling & asking me to tell pass the message to ask people to pay for edusave.

he blamed ME when some of them did not bring ! hello ? he ACCUSED me of being in-efficient & irresponsible !

he made us stay back yesterday for extra lessons on trigonometry. it's tested on thursday & we started the topic on like monday ? we were all feeling nua-fied when wantian rescues us all. andre. tong caught her dozing off & let us off early for the reason- we had a long day.

ANYWAY,

there were rumours that he bought a new car. (SFW leh !) with doraemon wallpaper. fiona & me concluded that he ordered a wallpaper with his OWN face, but havnt collected it yet so used the doraemon wallpaper (which he thinks is as cute as him)

he also set up a TONGSTER FAN CLUB with population number ONE, himself. the president, secretary, treasurer & fan.

olivia & i concluded that the school IS cheating on us ! *literature just ended & we're full of manipulation :)

EVIDENCE #1; the school made a new rule, as luke. chong (or chongster) has announced today. TWO FUNDAMENTAL mistakes will cost us our DISTINCTION :(

it's rather unfair to us because sentence structure. it may sound right to you but not to your teacher. i wont comment on jos. woon because she is quite fair, but whyne. wong, i cant expect anything good to come out from THAT pair of hands of his.

EVIDENCE #2; the school made us miss TWO of our swimming lessons to do folk dance.

ANYWAY,

anna. loh made our class dance again & again, UNFAIR. luckily i have knee injury as an excuse to not dance :D

EVIDENCE #3; the school took away our recess & made us think that school ended early. but NO ! don't you all realise that school ended almost the same time as last year but our recess is gone !

we realise they asked the teachers to physco us & make us think school ended early.

we suspect that ms. ek prepared a speech & photocopy for every teacher & force them to say to us to make us think that school ended early !

they are being ABSOLUTELY unfair to us because some of us might develope problems like eating disorder, which will become gastric problems, worst stomach oucer & stomach cancer !

EVIDENCE #4; they try to cheat our money. always asking us to pay for newsletter & stuffs ! another example is the HEYMATH.

the math teachers in fact INDIRECTLY FORCES us to order heymath. according to andre. tong, from the quote, "its your lost if you don't buy it." it shows signs of forcing students to buy as he made it seem very important !

we didnt think that we could have ordered as a class for ONE account & everyone pays a small amount.

ANYWAY,

we heard that the secondary4 got it for FREE. we could have 'borrowed' their account & log in !

EVIDENCE #5; the school is wasting thing on useless stuffs ! example, one day of leadership programme, the egg-drop project, all the cid lessons etc.

we realise if we add all those wasted time together, we could have an extra month !

do you know what we can do in ONE month ?

we could have finished ONE shinglee mathematics book & save andre. tong from all the agony. we don't have to stay back for remedial & save andre. tong from flaring up & increasing the chances of getting throat & brain cancer !

EVIDENCE #6; the school is so super cheapskate. chew chew refuse to let us make butter cakes because butter went up by 100% !

ohmygoodness i only have 5minutes to type my long post. have to rush through.

have been mugging for common test for these few days, finally found a little time to blog & its like 5minutes ?

had chinese & geography paper so far, chinese was not too good but geography was quite okay. our darling madam lalitha set the paper. must not disappoint her :D

ohmygoodness dadees spects are so super funkay heh. they are strippy like night safari animals :) and ohmygoodness i <3 my inuyasha collection ! thankyou thankyou thankyou :D chyiweis so super jealous lol

i was so super angry with this friend of mine who was so super unresonable. he is like rah so childish & okayokay never mind about him.

okayokay i have to time left. happy mugging everyone;

happy birthday singapore :D

hah since when did i become so enthu about singapores birthday? heh whatever. celebrated national day today & it PISSED everyone off.

initially; it rained at about 6plus. we were simply OVERJOYED, thinking that the celebration will be cancelled.

HOWEVER

to our dismay; the sky turned blue when its time for us to go down :B who is the one controlling the rain?

it was boring, we had to stand there, under the hot sun & due to the rain, it was super humid & we were wearing RED. how chinese new year.

one people one nation one singapore; four people one table let's play mahjiong !

things were made worst because we had to attend mstan huizhen aka huizhen jie 's remedial.

we waited outside the special room for SUPER long. jiaxu & i went to find her but she seem to have poof; disappeared !

hence, jiaxu announced that we are GOING HOME if she doesnt turns up at 11am.

sadly, she turned up.

her lesson was boring. but who cares, she ended early, thats what that is important.

we headed down to orchard to shop & eat. didnt do much jus bought olivias bag & ate. den i bought wanyees present.

we went to arcade to waste money again ! HAHA

should be mugging hard for the next few days, common test coming. rah whatever- im a happy girl <3

one whole chunk of things to update- (anyway, i find my computer SUPER UN-USER FRIENDLY)

saturday; did nothing much expect to go to the arcade to play. made wanyee my god-sis gaga :D

sunday; met xiaomeng & went swimming together. intended to study but was LURED to the arcade once again. lol

monday; mrs look announced that the school shall follow the fashion & only allow transparent, black & white earsticks.

xiaomeng went to the toilet & said that she heard someone crying. maybe its tong kwok chien. haha

we had to draw some popcorn during art without looking & i dont know what the hell am i drawing lol

mrtong was furious during math. i felt unfair when other people did not have to draw the diagram & round off to 4sig. figure. all i did was to slam the marker & threw my spectacles.

he immediately scolded me like a mad dog. the moment my tears stream down, he told me to go back to my seat. (notice that after that he dare not do anything to me HAHA)

swimming was okay, the instructor attempted to teach us how to swim freestyle but we were fooling around.

went orchard with xiaomeng & peiqi to look at PRESENTS :D

tuesday; mrchong was fuming today because some of us were not paying attention while watching the film.

he claims that we are testing his limits & he shall punish the whole class if one person does anything wrong to stay back & clean the whole school.

recently quite a number of teachers complained about us being arrogant or whatsoever :(

went straight home to study for my physics.

wednesday; madamguo FORCED us to sing the national anthem or we will have to sing SOLO. hate her these few days. only liked her once when she said we do not have to come back for remedial.

assembly was lame. other than watched dramatisation, we had to sing the naitonal anthem again & again. the teachers were walking around & inspecting on us.

the physics test totally sucked i dont want to talk about it anymore.

thats it ! my update <3

(EDITED BY NINGXIN)

orkies im in a super gaga mood i cant explain it haha. didnt update for super long because apparently windows hates my brother & i so it CRASHED.

had been busy with quite a number of stuffs.

haha i simple LOVE our dance. our darling chrislyn mixed our dance with jazz & hip-hop & it looks really nice :D

orkies these 3days was boring. the sec3 went for sec3 adventure camp & we are stuck in the school with some lame activities.

i dont want you to leave. can you dont leave? i know you cant.

okay im updating 4days in a row-

tuesday;
nothing much special expect that we made chicken burger. its at least edible :D

that night something freaked me out. someone knocked on my door & said that there was fire. when i open the dorr no one was there :(

wednesday;
everyones pms-ing today, even tan hui zhen.

tong was the worst case. he made me stay back after school to do some freaking corrections.

he said i didnt write my Y properly, drew my line to small, scale to small and stuff.

he even called my father & threaten to complain to ms ek about my work. get real, ms ek wont entertain you for complaining a student with because of ugly handwriting.

thursday;
went to support the people running nationals today. emily & michelle got into the finals :D

friday;
early release today. there was also a freaking math test which i think i will fail. who cares anyway.

saturday;
did gardening today. it was raining so we were catching earthworms.

i remembered when i was in primary school there was an experiment about meal worms & each group has to let the meat rot & let the meal worms grow.

my friend was chasing me around the school with the cup of worms & i was crying like a mad woman.

im still scared of the worms, but i caught a few anyway.

i was surprised when i dared to touch the earth worm with my bare hands. HAHA

went to the arcade today. ningxin has LONG hands i realise. chuanmin was dancing like a mad woman for parapara. but i have to say shes PRO.

i tried love to me & my hands nearly dropped.

do you ever notice?

hello :D havnt updated for very long. before i start my never ending post, i have to put the lyrics of the damn nice song. it caught my ear the first time i heard it :) love it !

MARION RAVEN
BREAK YOU

i was your girl
gave you my world
my everything
but you wouldnt see

i had your back
i backed you up
whatever i did
was never enough

just you
thats all you ever thought about
no one matters like you do
what goes around comes around
you should know by now

bet you never thought that i could break you did you think that i would look the other way
yeah you had it all figured out
but tell me whos the one whos crying now

the palm of your hand
that was your plan
gave me no time
but now you want mine

its all about take
you took too much
nothing inside
im all used up

come on
nothing else matters like you do
you know what im talkin' bout
dont you what goes around comes around
you should know by now on

your one night stands
should've thought about that
says she's just a friend
should've thought about that
are you satisfied now?
should've thought about that
cause you can't hold me down
not now
i wanna thank you cause now i'm free
i can breathe again and im never going back to you

-

okay i shall start my whole chunk of junk; starting from two fridays ago-

friday; school was rather boring. we weree sms-ing in class haha. there was ANOTHER boring cid project. the school has nothing better to do, i conclude.

farhanah & olivia accompanied me to the sports doctor at cuppage & we met this damn hilarious taxi driver.

he concluded that i am rather slow la. but i dont mind :) innocent what.

i wonder what he will say if he meets fiona. heeHEE

the doctor gave me a frown & asked me why i am back. when he was rubbing my knee i knew SOMETHING BAD was going to happen.

my knee sounded like an old door- screeching.

he wrote my coach a darn letter that is going to take me out of training for ONE MONTH :(

DIAGNOSIS; CHRONIC INFLAMMATION AND EARLY DEGENERATION OF CARTILAGE OF THE LEFT KNEE CAP.

PEISHI SHOULD NOT PARTICIPATE IN THE FOLLOWING ACTIVITIES FOR ONE (01) MONTH:

(BLA BLA BLA)- PRACTICALLY ALL THE EXERCISES THAT STRESS THE KNEE. I WILL REVIEW HER IN ONE MONTHS TIME AND FOR THE NEED FOR THERAPY.

conclusion- darn it :(

saturday; coach was sad upon hearing my condition. i had to do gym work & it only takes less than one hour.

i simply hate the gym there because those people from other schoold were whispering about me :/

i nearly did 1000 sit ups while waiting for them.

mr keith teo advised me to look at how the others run & take timings for them & stuffs.

went to my aunts house to sleepover.

sunday; went to downtown east with olivia & farhanah only to find that the escape theme park was closed for some dumb uwhee family day.

went to farhanahs house to play with the pets.

monday; did cip at the home. it was rather easy, we just went to the home & put down the hamper & tada ! here comes our cip hours.

went to orchard to watch war of the worlds with the class people. it was a piss-fying day for everyone i think.

michelle told me she saw this superstar guy & i was damn excited to see him. but didnt manage to meet him in the end.

went to snip snip at aunty mays house. i used 20dollars to buy some hair treatment stuffs lol.

tuesday; went for cca simply for the attendance. what can i do there? theres no gym nothing. watching them run made me want to cry.

im good for nothing just like a cripple. whatever;

went to buy snacks with jared & joycelyn. haha the both of them are really cute. never fall in love with jared because he has a heck care attitude.

wednesday; went queensway after school. zhixuan took so damn long to choose one swimsuit.

thursday; went to support the people for nationals. those people runnning 3000m were great. joanna got into the finals ! good job karen :D

yvonne is legendary. she actually won sophia, the b div champion. she even lapped chrislyn & amanda.

they had training after that. first time i felt important because i helped to take timings heeHEE

friday; something happen & we only have ONE thing to say about the guys in out class; a number of our class guys are GAY.

watched the people run relay. they were simply GREAT :D

saturday; overslept & ponn-ed training. opps :( went out with zhixuan to buy presents.

sunday; went to farhanahs house to slack. didnt manage to go to band fiesta because of the rain.

monday; all was fine, madam guo didnt come today. the guy who always play tic tac toe with mr chong during meetings aka mr fee came.

mr tong went absolutely bonkers. someone give him his medicine. he repeated that lesson 3 times.

had our first swimming lesson today. i dont really like the coach. i told him i had a knee problem. he told me,

" okay swim slowly."

HAHA i know that i have to swim slowly. LIKE DUH. i expected to be excused or what. RAH

thats it, 1weeks plus of my life. I LEAD A BORING LIFE HAHA.

JIAYOU JIAYOU PEOPLE RUNNING FOR NATIONALS, BREAK RECORD !

MARION RAVEN
BREAK YOU

i was your girl
gave you my world
my everything
but you wouldnt see

i had your back
i backed you up
whatever i did
was never enough

just you
thats all you ever thought about
no one matters like you do
what goes around comes around
you should know by now

bet you never thought that i could break you
did you think that i would look the other way
yeah you had it all figured out
but tell me whos the one whos crying now

the palm of your hand
that was your plan
gave me no time
but now you want mine

its all about take
you took too much
nothing inside
im all used up

come on
nothing else matters like you do
you know what im talkin' bout dont you
what goes around comes around
you should know by now

on your one night stands
(should've thought about that)
says she's just a friend
(should've thought about that)
are you satisfied now?
(should've thought about that)
cause you can't hold me down
not now
i wanna thank you cause now i'm free
i can breathe again and im never going back to you

havnt got the time to update, update next time :D

- OPPS _

i think mrtong is such a bitch :( okay i quarrelled with our darling mrtong kwok chien today. talk about it later.

yesterday we changed classrooms & took the 2k classroom. firstly, the classroom is really noisy. i cant stand it :(

nothing special, expect that i got mrschiew (buttun black) as my home economics teacher. lol she is really funny & her voice is REALLY high pitched.

"OKAY class ! next week we are going to make scrambled eggs & bread & hot coffee, a breakfast !"

then she made us memorise all the names of the table cloths. she talked alot of crap, about how to preserve food & stuffs. SHE RELEASED US 2MINUTES LATE !

she molested my twice & im like ohmygod. hee hee :)

i made a bad decision during training. I SHALL NOT TAKE PART IN NATIONALS SCHOOLS THIS YEAR. i dont know it i have made the right choice or not.

im still feeling a little sore about it.

its all beacuse of my knee & stuffs. yes my knee was in one of its bad moods yesterday & it hurts like mad. i cant even move it.

i can see that janice really likes 200 so i gave her the events, sort of. everyone has been telling me to try for 100. but sorry, i really dont want to go & embarrass rv. my 100 simply sucks.

when i told mrtan about it he hardly cares. but coach was damn nice, he tried to convince me not to give up, but i guess im really not up to standard.

anyway, i dont know when my knee is going to act up again, might as well give up. i going to see the sports doctor this friday to ask about my knee :D

i cried for the whole night until i nearly went blind i think. i dont know if i have made the right decision.

never mind, but SOMETHING cheered me up :)

today i was telling fann about me not running for nationals & she was consoling me. i totally SULKED for the whole morning.

here comes the part.

it was during recess when mrtong came to our class to tell us about our presentation. then he scolded olivia & me.

he say that herons area only ONE person can do. then he sort of shouted at me & i shouted back :(

ITS LIKE I HAVE ALREADY DONE & DELETED 2PRESENTATIONS ALREADY WHAT MORE DOES HE WANT FROM ME ! THEN HE SAY ITS NOT HIS PROBLEM THAT I HAVE NO TOPIC TO PRESENT ON BECAUSE I HAVE THE WHOLE MONTH TO RESEACH ON IT.

HELLO? ITS LIKE HIS INSTRUCTIONS WERE NOT CLEAR ! THERE WERE SO LITTLE TOPICS FOR US TO CHOOSE ! I THINK HE IS SUCH A BITCH.

i mean i was very angry at that time. he was darn unreasonable so we started shouting at each other & the class was quiet.

i mean he actually said IT WASNT HIS PROBLEM THAT I DONT HAVE A MATH TOPIC ! (okay i admit maybe its partly my fault i shouldnt have shouted at him)

but i felt like screaming just now i just cant control myself !

okay then the last period was his period again. (madamguo swopped with him) he walked over to my place & look at my work.

then he ask me what time my cip start. then i said i didnt know BECAUSE I REALLY DIDNT KNOW !

so he called me & farhanah out of the classroom.

HE SAID I HAVE ATTITUDE PROBLEM. DUDE, I THINK YOU ARE THE ONE WITH ATTITUDE PROBLEM. luckily farhanah helped me explain everything.

then i started crying. he became soft & told me how to solve my problem & stuff. then said he was pressed for time & stuffs.

i mean i was very pissed. its not entirely my fault. when i told him my math topic he agreed to it ! now because he has mood swing he screamed at me. HELLO?

went out with farhanah & olivia after school. it cheered me up alot :)

- PUNNKED _

got to type this post really fast cos my brother wants me to get my ass out of here.

i have deprived of the computer because my brother CLAIMS that he has a lot of projects. he has his laptop what :( but of course (i think hes trying to seduce poly girls) tsktsk.

mebbe i should go to the anti- brothers not allowing sisters to use computer association (BNASTUCA) or anti- sisters deprived of using computers because brothers want to pao niu association (ASDOFUCBBWTOPNA) to sue him.

haha okay i know not funny. sometimes i wonder did my sense of humour get bitten up by maggots.

ANYWAY, the holidays are ending. dont know if its a good thing or not.

it means NO MORE slacking, NO MORE going out & stuffs like that. BUT it also means no more boring days at home or so.

MY NEW TIMETABLE !

730-815 MORNING ASSEMBLY PLUS IRP
815-845 ENGLISH (JOS. WOON/LUKE CHONG)
845-1045 ART (CHAN THENG CH.)
1045-1115 BREAK
1115-1200 CHINESE (GUO LANHUA)
1200-1315 MATHEMATICS (TONG KWOK CHIEN)
1315-1445 PHYSICAL EDUCATION; SWIMMING (TAN KIMCHUAN)

im not really excited that we have such a loooooong math period :(

yay there is swimming ! my class will go gaga over those bikini babes (haha, you know who im refering to)

i have decided to take up the beginners course because i want to play around the water & i dont want to drown myself, thats why. amanda said the first lesson is all about kicking water

- DISAPPOINTED _

went to farhanahs house with olivia yesterday. sort of ended up playing. but you cant resist that her pet are so damn cute :)

poor chunky (hamster) was injured :( it was fun feeding her hamsters & playing with her cat :D

olivia couldnt get into the mrt station. luckily there were repair men there & help her. the man looked at her seductively & said,

"for you, ONLY."

im sort of disappointed in myself as i might not be joining nationals schools track & field this year.

the WHOLE situation;

because of some mistakes, there are 4people for 200m; janice, karen, joanna & me. (there is supposed to have 3only)

keithteo went to register me for 100m. i dont know why the hell he did that, mebbe some maggots ate his brain.

THE PROBLEM IS i cant run 100m because i cant pick up fast enough !

coach says joanna & karen is sure in. he advice me to change events with janice. i dont know if i should do that because i mean both of us trained very hard for it & we do not want our efforts to go down the drain.

i dont know if i should be selfish or what :(

i simply LOVE this song ! its the spiderman soundtrack. lol its to pei4 he2 the movie (spiderman- DUH) screening this sunday :D

> HERO by NICKLEBACK

i am so high, i can hear heaven (x2)
oh but heaven, no heaven don't hear me.

and they say that a hero could save us.
im not gonna stand here and wait.
i'll hold on to the wings of the eagles.
watch as we all fly away.

someone told me love would all save us.
but how can that be?
look what love gave us.
a world full of killing, and blood-spilling,
that world never came.

now that the world isn't ending, it's love that I'm sending to you.
it isn't the love of a hero,
that's why i fear it won't do.

-

went to ningxins house to do debates today. poor ningxin is sick :(

we DISAGREE that canning should be used. everything went out of control when we found this interesting article.

"The caned girl was a Standard Four pupil at a Chinese school in Klang, west of Kuala Lumpur. According to her mother, the teacher also threatened to "chop her into little pieces of char siew (roasted pork)"

suddenly, the song "what i go to school for" played. we decided to create a song out of it.

thats what i go to school for
to get chopped up by tongman
into bits of char siew
right after math lesson
thats what i go to school for

LOL :)

it was damn hilarious la olivia, fiona & me (ningxin was lying on the sofa almost half dead) were drumming away & playing the guitar & singing like a mad woman. after all, we are just a kid

we also sang it to another song i cant remember, never mind. we are mad kids :D

the atmosphere changed totally when we started talking about literature dramatization.

we were cursing michelle liew all the way for not giving us enough time to complete the dramatization.

we called jiaxu & consulted her. olivia lost control & became emotional. ohmygod i didnt know what to do la. it seems like she is very angry that her literature group was aherm*

ohman, holidays are ending :O

ohmygod. i cant believe i did it. im sorry. i dont know what happened to me. i noe its wrong;
















to steal ikea pencils :(

>i have been thinking these few days & i realise IT. never mind THESE problems just flow like nobodys business & i theres nothing i can to do change it. i just mind my own business.

i caught the lazy bug.

went to weichangs house to wrap a hamper. looked for darn long for a basket. went to the flower shop & the baskets were damn ex la.

we bought a 15dollar & 2 10dollars baskets.

they had this 24hour delivery. so farhanah & me were thinking. we can call dem at 11.59.59pm & request the flowers to be delivered by 12am.

IF they fail to do so, we shall complain lol (we even stole the namecard to get the contact)

we wrapped 3 huge hampered with LOTS of MUSHROOMS. heck la. that womans secretary FORGOT to update & now WE HAVE NO CIP.

how to explain to madam guo?

according to experience, she will call us to think of another cip as soon as possible. BEFORE JUNE HOLIDAYS END.

after wrapping, the 6 of us (jiaxu, farhanah, weichang, ernest, darren & me) sat down & ate the buttered cookies & thought of how to explain to madam guo.

in the end;

"you have reached mailbox number ********."

we even resort to calling the school & she wasnt there lo.

im brooding over handphone matteres.

sony erricson; jiaxu says its damn lag & often hangs. im damn bad tempered so i might just blow up one day & throw it out of the window. OUT

panasonic; one of my best choices. was thinking of x800 but the clock is damn ugly la. ALMOST OUT

nokia; should be buying this. but the phone i really wants costs 200plus WITH CONTRACT. i have to pay for the phone myself, dont know if i can afford it :(

>stacie orrico; stuck

i cant get out of bed today
or get you off my mind
i just cant seem to find a way
to leave the love behind

i aint trippin
im just missing you
you know what
im saying
you know what i mean

you kept me hanging from a string
why you make me cry
i tried to give you everything
but you just gave me lies

every now and then
when im all alone
i be wishing you would call me on the telephone
say you want me back
but you never do
i feel like such a fool
theres nothing i can do
im such a fool
for you

i cant take it
what am i waiting for?
my hearts still breaking
i miss you even more
and i cant fake it
the way i could before
i hate you but
i love you
i cant stop thinking of you

its true
im stuck on you
now loves a broken record that's
been skipping in my head
i keep singing yesterday
why we got to play these games we play

:D

ive already done my best,
but my hopes begin getting less.
my heart still cant get to its nest,
so tired it badly needs a rest.

why is my life still in a mess?
i always thought its a test.
but it seems never end,
breaking the heart more, yet to mend.

my lifes meant to be like this i guess
though breathing yet lifeless.
all i wish, is he'll confess;
one day.

>i used to think i was strong; until one day it all went wrong

happy burfdae karen :D you are one cool dudette !

disadvantage of going to training late; no stretching. i practically pulled my muscles when i ran. did a bloodly sub 62 & sub 60 for 300m. i was like what the fcuk lo.

karen ponned her tution to go arcade with us. surprise surprise surprise ! we have new arcade addicts all thanks to us :) fann, karen, ningxin, chuanmin & me totally clogged up the whole machine.

going to support the runners later at gombak. all the best to dem. aiya surely will win medal lo of course la emily teach one mah.

im damn into perfect world>

i never couldve seen this far
i never couldve seen this coming
seems like my worlds falling apart

why is everything so hard
i dont think i can deal with the things you said
it just wont go away

in a perfect world
this could never happen
in a perfect world
youd still be here
and it makes no sense
i could just pick up the pieces
but to you
this means nothing
nothing at all

i used to think that i was strong
until the day it all went wrong
i think i need a miracle to make it through

i pictured i could bring you back
i pictured i could turn back time
cuz i cant let go
i just cant find my way
without you i just cant find my way

i dont know what i should do now
i dont know where i should go
im still here waiting for you
im lost when youre not around
i need to hold on to you
i just cant let you go

i know i shouldnt feel discouraged. i still have to fight, with you.

this years june holidays chalet was okay. but i can make a SERIES OF UNFORTUNATE EVENTS- AT THE CHALET BY TAN PEI SHI out of the whole story.

okay so if you are thinking of reading a sweet little bedtime story please get out of here. what the hell am i talking bout la.

7th june; training at gombak was torturous. 16sets of 60 is no easy job. though its not as hard as the training the people running longer distance were having. lol say the truth, i actually enjoyed myself.

we already did 8sets of 60 in pairs. den coach stopped minding the long distances businesses & came to mind us. den he told us to do one by one. he wasnt very happy cos he said we slowed down at the end of the stretch.

"i want you all to start from ZERO. can you hear me? what number is it now? ZERO."

all of us were damn tired. janice threatened to complain to MOE. running 60 is not as easy as you all think. we are not running at 3000pace, we are running at 60pace; fast sprinting. but of course i love running so i dont mind :B

we decided to cheat a little cos obviously coach lost count :D

we slacked at the track cos we were really tired. yeow lin could speeze A PUDDLE OF WATER (or rather, sweat) out of his shirt. but you should have seen his hands & legs when we run; fast.

it was fun :) joycelyn was talking bout her in the library with joanna & dey saw a guy looking at porn. den wenrong said;

"i DESPISE people who watch porn."

lol. den we had to run cool down. we were damn lazy so coach suggest running while sleeping. it was rather dumb la we had to lie down & cycle; looks like some damn cockroches struggling to turn about.

the guys couldnt stand it & when to run. we were lazy la so did it lo :D

ningxin & i ran to the mrt station hoping to get to the chalet faster. ningxin & me so kia su afraid dat dey will not leave food so we called farhanah to leave food for us :)

we were damn tired & nua la so entertain ourselves with crap. 21 boring stops to east coast. den came this physo man who touched my hand okay. den he like my touch & kept touching my bear & taking pictures of my bear. of course la cos my bear cute like me mah. obviously i was freaked out la. but the man beside him was worst. i think he touched his waist or wad lol.

reach bebok & we called dem to ask to take wad. cos we couldnt find the shutter service.

"take a taxi."

ningxin exclaimed;

"over my dead body."

so went to ask the damn uncle who was smoking & obviously he has a big problem & said take 197. which was the wrong bus cos it should be 196. we alighted at some unknown place & took a taxi to the chalet.

went dere & found out dat dere was no more food. took some snaps & ningxin and me went to the store to get cup noodles. was waiting for the water to boil & we headed to the beach to ka jiao frank & zhixuan. i cant climb a mountain for sure; cos i was screeching like a bimbo when i was only- 3cm above ground? but not as bimbo as fiona la she is my cute little bimbo :D

back to the room; farhanah & olivia were cleaning the room cos we made a big mess out of it. offered to help & forgot bout my dinner. i really regret dat cos my stomach hurt like crazy after dat. peiqi, jiaxu & me went to the store to get some gastric pills. obviously the woman has a big problem; she is so damn ap. drank cold milk. big mistake.

went back to the chalet & i was already going crazy. jamie yeo read our dedication. she said it was cute. DUH of course la.

firstly; i help out in writing the dedication.

secondly; we used a HUGE envelope dat we bought from changi airport & cost us a bomb.

lastly; of course cos we pasted his husbands picuter over dere *cos we couldnt find her picture you see. hee

i was groaning in pain outside lo. den the gerls were inside singing HOLLABACK GERL. huimin was dman funny.

"i ran in & everyone was singing ITS MY SHIT ITS MY SHIT. den i was like, PEISHI IS DYING ! and everyone looked at me."

yep thankyou gerls who helped me. & i was really sorry i screamed at you all. i absolutely have to idea what i was doing.

played mahjiong. lol thankyou jiaxu, i finally noe how to play mahjiong. unfortuantely, i played for 3days & suay suay didnt manage to hu once :(

8th june; rested for a while & went to the lobby to use the computer with zhixuan. surprise surprise surprise ! the computer can access to the internet :D

went for a night walk with jiaxu, peiqi, zhixuan, zaviar, sherman & alvin. dere was this abnormal gay la den i was like looking at him (or is it her?) & making remarks. went totally crazy cos i thought he posessed my body. went to macdonals to buy some stuff. jiaxu & peiqi realised my eyes looked like shermans lol. went out of macdonals & saw the gay again. he/she ran away upon seeing us. i was totally freaked out la cos i thought he/she might murder me.

jiaxu & peiqi took zaviar and alvins bike to cycle the food back. zhixuan & me stayed and i was clutching on to her like what frank usually do :D

went back & we sat in a circle and talked bout judgement day. farhanah told us alot of stuffs. she said dat dere are two angels beside you. one on the left who will write down the bad things you do & one on the right dat write down the good things you do. the thing out judgement day really freaked me out.

i have decided to be a good gerl :) heh.

the gerls decided to play the raping game. unfortuantely, i was their victim. i was screaming crazily & i think our neighbours came to complain. opps :)

the gerls decided to sleep. dere was no space so we went to the guys balcony to sleep on the chair which was utterly uncomfortable. wanted to go to macdoanls at first but i was too tired la. could sleep ANYWHERE. sneaked into the guys room to rest :D

walked all the way to 7-11 to get some food. the bike retal store wasnt opened yet. peiqi, jiaxu, zhixuan, chyiwei & me rented skates. its been a long time since i skated so i was damn lan lol. the way back was damn bad.

i fell down countless times. they cyclist was utterly heartless. made my fell had the guts to stop & look lo. was aching like mad.

spend the rest of the afternoon skating around east coast, it was quite fun la. den we went to the arcade; which was VERY bad cos the parapara totally sucks. played the table football. realised zhixuan loved to score for jiaxu & me instead of helping herself & peiqi. den to the bowling alley.

wanted to go back to the chalet when we saw the gerls cycling. we decided to go to the other end of east coast. i couldnt ride a bike so farhanah offered to give me a ride. i was damn heavy la poor farhanah had to carry a 44kg freak.

BUT she was damn pro lo ! we were at the back at first den we started to catch up. was playing with fiona which was damn fun :) caught up with olivia and we were second, behind ningxin. farhanah couldnt take it anymore cos i was simply too heavy. but she was great :D

dey taught me how to ride a bike. i tired abit la den it started raining so we headed back, stopping at 7-11 to buy some stuff. farhanah & me went back and we were leading. decided to play with fiona, who was catching up with us. den she told me;

"never mind one la she wont catch up with me de she always cant cross this bend."

immediately after she finished, we heard a crash followed by fionas screech. we noe wad happen already. lol sorry fi :) lol you are damn cute lo.

was feeling damn dizzy & went to sleep like a pig. wokeup and found out dat the gerls went to the guys room cos dey dont want to disturb us. rah i missed the 7pm show :(

dey came back to watch charm & the 9pm show. i went to the toilet to vomit at every commercial. crazy lo. den i went to sleep cos i was feeling mad.

wokeup & we were watching the jap show dat fiona went crazy over. went to squeeze wid farhanha. wokeup in the middle of the night & found out i couldnt sleep anymore. sorry farhanah, made you so uncomfortable.

9th june; was feeling empty so decided to get some pills at 7-11. went to the lobby alone & found this man whom i think is looking at porn la cos he was sneaky lol

walked to the pond & i heard voices. decided to head back to the chalet. i dont want to lose my life you noe. it was bout 3am-4am. freaky time :D

went to the guys balcony & slept on the chair while zhixuan went in & out trying to wake frank up lol. ernest couldnt sleep so sat outside with me staring at blank spaces.

zhixuan succeeded in waking frank up. lol poor frank. jiaxu & me slept outside the chalet cos dere was no space in the room. crap abit & fell asleep. i woke up cos frank threw a peanut on my head :/ it was when we found out dat JIAXU & MY HANDPHONE WAS MISSING !

we went totally crazy & went to make a report. it was 5am at the morning & i think dat woman was pissed.

"i dont think i can help much, but i will try."

was damn unlucky. borrowed money from frank & tried to buy coke. the damn machine ate my money.

i went back. went to the guys room & realise ***** and ****** were sleeping with each other ! frank & zhixuan were snuggled together like two cats hugging each other.

some gerls woke up & we started talking. olivia said dere were 2male cats fighting for 1female cat.

went to 7-11 to buy some stuff. the gerls continued sleeping. i went to the beach alone cos i was feeling absolutely down. how can someone be happy when her phone was stolen? no more self portrait, taking pictures.

i used to owaes complain dat my phone is not nice all these crap. but i only realise dat its really great after i have lost it. cos it has a mirror & screen in the front, 270degrees of turning to enable self portrait & my keychain dat has my big name & my happy house keychain. i went all over singapore looking for dat & i bought the last second one :(

im goin to kick the ass of the guy who stole my phone.

packed up & left the chalet. went to have lunch and went home to prepare for wings. i prepared very long for this race cos it determines the 4x400 team.

i dont noe is cos i ate the wrong food or wad, (mebbe i attempted to watch happy tree friends while having lunch) i vomitted yet again. my dad did not allow me to go for the race. i cried like i have never cried before.

i lied to my dad dat i will go & support the people. i sneaked my jersey & spikes into my bag, hoping dat i can get a chance to run.

coach told me a whole lot of stuff & i got his meaning; it mean, you rest todae & i will give you another trial. watched the people run. you are fabulous, and congratulations michelle, she got into the finals :D

but of course i think gabriel is damn brave. he was leading all the way when his legs gave way. but he stood up & continue running. if it was me, i would jus lie on the floor & let myself die. lol joking joking.

my dad fetch me home. my brother is damn into DONT PHUNK WITH MY HEART. he sae his gay friend loves it. but he is damn lucky cos whenever he tunes into perfect10, it would be some black eye peas song. lucky guy :D

went to make my spects jus now. my dad was bombing the optician with questions lol. he looked at my old spects & gave me a what did you do with the spects look. sort of beyond hope la. den i remembered a year ago, weiquan accidentally stepped on my spect :/

but now i jus wish for my new phone :(

i feel like i have just written a 1000word essay or wad. if it doesnt publish, i will call dat gay to murder me.

this is extremely boring. its practically early in the morning & i have nothing to do. came online to nudge & play around with olivia. lol dats my life lo.

i feel lazy, my song list is rather old but im lazy to go put more songs la :)

recently, i feel tired damn easily but when i lie on my huge double but full of my useless stuff; mainly mrtongs math worksheets dat are crushed & has no space for me to sleep aka comfortable but not comfortable bed, i cant sleep & i don noe what the hell am i talking bout :(

i feel lazy, im left with the book reviews & one unknown chinese newspaper cutting dat mdmguo casually mentioned & no one remembered. jiaxu told me bout it yesterday den i realise i remembered mdmguo casually mention bout it. today im goin to the library to borrow books & do my book review.

at first i was damn happy cos i can show off at chalet dat i have finished my homework. cos i noe of this gerl called olivia tan who havnt started her homework & only intend to start at week3 :D

BUT with the newspaper cutting, i cant finish my homework ! rah :(

nvm, but im surprised dat this holiday i manage to push myself to do the holiday homework. i plan to get down to intense training & intense sleeping for the rest of the summer holidays.

i realise i need sufficient sleep & alot of food to give me energy to run. its healthy lifestyle for me cos i really want to do my best for nats :) but of course i don wan to grow anymore taller lol :D

shouldnt be blogging for the next few days cos its chalet ! but im goin to have a damn packed day tmr. math makeup lesson den math remedial at school den rush over to gombak for training den take to the god noes where east coast chalet.

ohyeah, everyone has been talking bout tong goin our chalet. im okay bout it actually, but go read class blog, the one kevin posted is damn hilarious. but of course i worry bout another thing;

bless me don get raped by the gerls :) we have a plan, in fact*

simple plan; im just a kid.

im just a kid and life is a nightmare
im just a kid, i know that its not fair
nobody cares, cause im alone and the world is
having more fun than me
and maybe when the night is dead, ill crawl into my bed
staring at these 4 walls again
ill try to think about the last time, i had good time
everyones got somewhere to go
and their gonna leave me here on my own
how did this happen to me?
wide awake im bored and i cant fall asleep
cause every night is the worst night ever

lol thankyou everyone who cared :) i realise im just a kid lo.

olivia; heh. okay i changed already. you cant take your present back cos i used it already :D

hendy; lol. thankyou thankyou. you jiayou jiayou too for all your events & don ever think of lagging.

dadee; haha. thankyou for cheering me up okay? you helped me alot already :)

ningxin; yep you are right. newaes thankyou so much for owaes being dere when i need you okay? i wont let all your efforts go waste !

jiaxu; hey thankyou for accompanying me go buy my flops. love you lots !

shopping spree today. bought my flops wid all the skull pictures on it & guess wad? i bought a happy tree friends tee :)

YOUR EYES ARE GORGEOUS !

went to sportsphotox.com & realise dey took my picture. hey dude, i wasnt even a participant lol

dere is training on wednesday. guess i just need to run my best*

5months have past for 2005. one dae i was lying on my bed thinking; wad have i done to improve myself as a human-

studies; obviously i did not do well. glad dat i did not fail anything. but i did not do very well either. overall, my studies is the worst among the sec2 gerl athletes. very bad :(

character; i don see any improvement in this either. i have owaes been bad-tempered & i am still bad-tempered.

running; worst of all. get ready to listen to me crap-

i don see any improvement in myself, especially running. last thursdae we were training at gombak. the warmup was terrible, 5sets of 200 & 4sets of 600. wad a surprise warmup.

i struggled.

den we did the same old things & did one. get this right, is ONE set of 500 & 300. guess wad? i completed the 500 wad a sucky timing & did not do the 300 cos i was too tired.

wad kind of fcuking reason is this?

todae we did the same old things, warmup & stuff. guess wad? i fell sick & went to the toilet to vomit & i missed 4sets of 150 and 1set of 300.

i manage to struggle & run ONE set of 150 though. i noe i did badly, but coach told me it was good. thanks coach, but i noe how i performed.

wings is next thursdae & i think im going to let my mates down. i dont noe wads the problem wid me. my knee has been giving me problems. gastric pains is giving me problems. i might get hyper ventilation ANYTIME.

i feel damn useless when coach or my mates tells me to rest. because dey only sae so when dey sees dat i don have the ability to carry on.

seriously, 200 is a damn good distance. quite a number of people wanted to get into 200. i, luckily pushed my way in. but i dont noe if i have the ability to do it anot.

im scared & stressed up. the others are alot better den me. rah :/

ITS MY BURFDAE :D

heh i blogged 2times in a dae. i noe its irritating la but who cares? im officially funkae 14. which means 2more years i can watch nc 16 shows :)

went to wait for our darling chirslyn who dyed her dair & i saw dadee haha. den went to je to do homework. dey claimed dat dey forgot to bring my burfdae present. ah who are you kidding, don forget emily got teach me one lol :D

ran 3rounds warmup & did stretching. dey went for 100trials. *we did dat alr. so we did sets. the seniors were damn funny ! we were damn lag cos coach not looking wad.

den did pickups & 1osets of 6o. i was freakingly tired. not until i received a freaking news.

- " jog 1orounds for cool down. "

ohmygod. im torturing myself on my burfdae. we were suggesting telling him its my burfdae & let us off. but wad if his answer is;

- " good idea ! since its ur burfdae you wan to jog an extra lap? "

so we went to jog. abit slack la joycelyn, joanna & me were slacking, playing around and cutting across the grass. the grass was pricky and we were barefooted. opps got caught :P i think we hardly completed any rounds lol

actually i had found the present during training. dey stuffed it into my bag. their plan was to give me a surprise la. but i offered to forget bout everything.

den suddenly emily whispered to me like very serious den dey sang a burfdae song to me ! i nearly cried lol

ILOVEYOU PEOPLE. ILOVE EVERYONE WHO CARED OKAY? MUACKS YOU PEOPLE ROCK <3

ITS MY BURFDAE :D

love everyone of you who wished me happy burfdae :) i don noe to be sad or happy. i have lived in this world for a whole of 14years. uselessly, happily, crazily, cute-ly, whatever. whathell am i talking about.

happy burfdae to these people;
sherman, melissa, DADEE & everyone !

one-d loser; two-d loser; three-d loser. small loser, big loser, bigger loser ! welcome to loser land, raise a loser flag. population one. YOU ! loser

HEH i love this one. taught by olivia :)

ONE DAY TO THIRTEEN :D

ONE DAE TO MY BURFDAE
ONE DAE TO MY BURFAE
ITS ONE DAE TO MY BURFDAE

WAHAHAH IM GOIN' CRAZY I DONT NOE FOR WHATEVER REASON. ACTUALLY I WANTED TO WRITE MY POST IN CAP LETTERS BUT IT SEEM LIKE IM SHOUTING BUT ACTUALLY ITS TRUE LA COS IM REALLIE DAMN EXCEITED.

CAN YOU UNDERSTAND DAT 366 DAES AGO SUDDENLY THIS FUTURE GREAT DIRECTER AKA CUTE LITTLE GERL JUS POPPED OUT OF HER MOTHERS TUMMY? HAHA YOU CANT RITE? ONLY PRO PEOPLE CAN UNDERSTAND WAD IM TALKING BOUT.

haha okies back to nomal. stop playing la.

yesterdae i went totally crazy. after a long conversation wid fiona over the phone, i went to my room, wondering wad to do.

den i walked around the room, jumped across the room, ran into the walls & i still dont noe wad to do !

suddenly, i found ALL the presents i have received & burried dem into my bags. * wrapped the unwrapped ones. den i will open dem on my burfdae & get a surprise ! wahahaha :)

i reckon dat i will have ALOT to blog later cos im goin to the ARCADE :D HAHA JEALOUS? den we are goin to make the dedication thing & go airport !

im goin to si ben aka runaway wid my lover <3

went to the je arcade and den we went to mac to do the dedication :) went to changi wid farhanah and olivia. we slacked dere and bought jelly beans. olivia totally snatched everything.

oh yeah farhanah told me to update bout this. yesterdae dere was a physco rite? she said dat olivia can protect me wid her super loud voice HAHA loudspeaker. soo if the guy tries to rape me she will turn to max volume.

ohmy. i have been a totally adorable kid for 5510days. tmr, i can finally sae i have been a nice piece of precious junk in this world for a whole 14years :)

HAHA im totally high todae :D

TWO days to thirteen :D

i jus realised i went around telling EVERYONE its my burfdae. HAHA :) jus went to amandas blog &realised dat the sentosa ticket has raised from 1buck to 3bucks = dey are cheapstate. IM SUNBURNT. HAHA no link :/ i went to yichuns blog &i was laughing like a crazy woman. ah wad the hell am i talking bout.

HAHA i received more presents todae :D from dadee &my aunty :D HAHA <3 you guys :) went to je wid jiaxu, olivia &farhanah to play arcade den cut hair. HAHA my hair looks THE SAME. fiona joined us at je and jiaxu went away LOL. we played pop and music like crazy. i manage to pass punk wid a teeny help from dadee and guess wad? i tried playing the second time &i failed :/

nvm. den when we went home dere is this physco guy wearing this yellow jacket how obviously is physco was exchanging glances wid olivia. LOL

THREE days to thirteen :D

im <3-ing it ! todae is such a funkay dae :) okies first things first. before i realise it, IT IS THE HOLIDAYS. whee :D okies but other den training im stuck at home ! nvm i shall go loner window shopping.

yesterdae was the last dae of school. we went to school to do some topid egg-drop stuff. LAME ours did not work. we went for training. was late alr soo jay-walked &nearly got knocked down by the car.

we went to queensway while coach went to clementi. we thought dat he would be damn freakingly pissed wid us when he comes but suprise suprise surprise ! he didnt. did 4sets of 150. wanna noe my timing? a pathetic 26, 27, 25, 24. lets do some math. if a run at a 27 pace means im doin bout 9 for 50m means a 36 for a 200m. which is a big no no. okies if i run at the 24 pace means im doin a 8 for 50m means a 32 for a 200m. which i ran for junior champ and did not get into finals. according to joanna, get into finals may mean a sub 30 or < 30.

went home and changed at super fast speed den went to olivias house. everyone was waiting for me soo dey were staring at me. ILOVEYOUPEOPLE ! its damn sweet. jiaxu, peiqi, zhixuan &frank gave me a billabong pencil case. fiona &olivia bought a 11plus ****** and bought a $10.90 purple box to contain the ****** heh :D meiling and yiying &alot of dem la bought me this reallie sweet bear and a whole box of sweets. tingyi and farhanah bought me this windchime. <3 you people ! dey oso bought me this reallie funkay cake. and i have to eat without using hands or fork LOLwatched house of wax part one &ate pizza. pity pity pity, farhanah forgot to bring part2. nvm i want to watch next time :)

zhixuan, jiaxu peiqi &me went to orchard and did crazy shopping ! peiqi was acting cool the whole dae soo didnt smile la. den she act cool still need motion tween lo heh. i bought 2tops. HAHA GREAT SINGAPORE SALE STARTED. actually wanted to buy flops but couldnt find the ones i wanted and the ones i like in the shop was too big for me. took the bus wid dem and went to je. we went crazy on the bus because there was only 2people soo we went reallie MAD :)

played pop &music wid olivia. i finally can pass classic2 ! ate kfc wid her &went home. there was no one at her house soo i went to her house to eat cake. went home damn late. im broke :/

todae is a DARN FUNKAY DAE. wahahaha. took a taxi to training. wahliao damn ex lo but no choice im late. was still late la. ran 3rounds of warmup. fast for the last round. did stretching and the torture starts. we did 10sets of jumping power dat nearly killed us. a short break and den went to do drills. 10sets of high knee lifts and coach was constantly saeing HIGHER HIGHER FEEL THE BOUCE KNEE LIFT ! wahliao den my legs breaking alr. 10sets of straight leg. dat wasnt dat bad la but coach told me to back out cos he sae im limping. dey did 10sets of splinting again i think. den did jumping the tiny hurdles. the guys were great dey did 8 feet lo ! which is soo freaking far away and dey did it ! i was watching wid my mouth opened at the side. went for a small rest &changed into spikes. people doing 100, 200, 400 have to run 2sets of 300. people doing 400, 800, 1500 have to run 4sets of 300. people doing 3000 are doin 10 sets of 300. poor sixuan. my timing was BAD. 58 for both sets. coach oso told us to do some weird stretching.

went to have breakfast at mac. i dropped the ice-cream twice.

rushed to see the others at aquathalon. i was hot &stuffy soo was bad tempered. jade, chuanmin and me took the tram dat is soo freakingly slow i think i was outwalk it. we supported the poeple wahliao tell you all you all rock man ! b div and c div 1st 2nd 3rd all belongs to us. the gerls la. chirslyn oso got an individual champ :D mrlee oso got 3rd for his event.

it was damn stuffy jus now and we were dehydrating. went to the sea and played wid wenhui dem who made me damn drenched. LOL

went to harbour front for dinner. mrlee told janice an suspicious sourse saeing dat mrtan is treating us to pasta mania. soo janice, fann, chuanmin, emily, me, jingjie, weekiat, kenneth and hendy rushed down jus to noe its not true. we went up again to have dinner. den went down again cos mrlee goin to treat us to ice-cream :D HAHA he said i was fierce lo whathell.

went home and we were being crazy. i climbed the stairs and the guys were trying to embarass me. HAHA im <3-ing each funkae day :D

im getting darker i realise. and i got sunburn on my face. WHEE*

FIVE days to thirteen :D

tong went crazy todae. he goes crazy everydae la. his topid remedial is on the same dae is training &chalet :/

we are doing some english debates thing bout parents should not cane children. HAHA our oppo team is darren, jiaqiang &weichang. we have already thought of a LONG list why parents should not cane children.

msong released us late for recess. but nvm la sir didnt come todae.

stayed back after school to copy the chemical equations 3otimes each, which makes 6otimes la. msongs wicket way to kill us.

i went to buy my watch yay :) cost me 35dollars for one topid watch for track. its all bcos pandian wans us all to have a watch to time lo.

went to shop around wid peiqi. saw mother in law &father in law soo we had family dinner :] wahahaha. shared a strawberry ice.

SIX daes to thirteen :D

wahaha sec2 adventure camp is finally over. actually my group isnt dat bad. hmm okay la. at least i have amanda &jade in my group heH*

it was raining damn heavily this morning we all thought dat the event would be canceled.

practiced cheers in the hall &some self intro thing la.

we did the relay; the blind folded people had to find the marbles in the sand. den we had to carry each other wid the sponge &fill the bottle wid water to get the ball out, den build a ramp for the ball. dodgeball and frisbee was fun too :)

had lunch &went for the hunt. it was the worst part of all we had to run like crazy. esp msvj. she was in charge of our group and had to climb things and run wid us.

we were the 2nd group to finish the whole hunt &did the preparation for the fashion parade. it was super funny lo ! we made cher-e be the princess and he had to wear those balloons and act like a gerl la. and of course he did it soo perfectly la. sze kiat was the ele. LOL damn cute lo.

after the fashion parade we ate ice-cream &went back to sch.

yay im sunburnt*

this web is damn cool you jus have to type your name &dey will tell you how you die. for me, if you put tan peishi, pei shi or peeshee, i will die of BROKEN HEART

._.

i love this pair of flipflops. the white one.

http://islandsurf.com/Dazzle_Roxy_Sandals-p3309c5.html

oh yeah. go to this website, features my shuai coach LOL

http://pdf.todayonline.com/pdflive/2005SPL074.pdf

EIGHT days to thirteen :D

went to do homework wid fann, emily &leena. saw quite a few people dere. wahhahah we ate pizza together.

went to cck to look for zhixuan. went to eat again.

i saw this converse bag &i think it is damn nice. im goin to buy it for sure :)

over*

NINE days to thirteen :D

project wid olivia, ningxin &fiona.

pop &music 5 is NOT fun at all. i prefer pop&music 3 :D newaes i finally manage to pass erodance.

olivia &i played hyper. the spy one. den i played solo. cantonese, punk wid olivia &classic. unfortunately i failed classic by abit. den got this sickening guy. played the EXACT same ones as me. &he manage to pass everything. solo.

didnt dare to go home cos of her. but went anyway &rot at home :/

THE ROTTING DAES ARE HERE*

TEN days to thirteen :D

my brother lost his wallet :/

training todae was horrible. newaes coach told us he forgot to go for our training yesterdae. LOL :)

ran 4rounds for warmup &den exercises. immediately after dat we went for drills. those who went to drink water were scolded by coach.

- "who saes you all can go &rest?"

4sets of high knee lifts &4sets of straight leg sprint.

den we had a short rest &went to do baton. sorry joanna, im not good at passing baton.

did 3sets of 2oom. i declare; IM VERY WEAK.

went to mac wid the nanhua cheeky students who nearly pinched me until i nearly died.

went to je wid chuanmin &jade. wore the athletics shirt. bad choice cos cant go into arcade. dere is a huge RVHS in the front and river valley high school at the back. but i manage to sneak in anyway :)

went to cck wid fann, emily &leena. bought some stuff and sneakers for leena. ahsoh was touched LOL

got back to je, interrupting frank and zhixuans date. wasted la, jus watched a round of speed skating.

im tiredtiredtired*

ELEVEN days to thirteen :D

got back my results today. great disappointment. i reallie need ALOT of help during the holidays &dat means to playing everyday, only mugging :/

i oso realise dat i have to work reallie hard for 2oom. jus recalled the timings for junior championship. the sports schools athletes are reallie fast.

this means extra hard work during training. not much time let newaes.

jus came back from training. coach did not come today so we did our own gym work. im weak

im oso short of money :/ AH !

TWELVE days to thirteen :D

HAPPY BURFDAE TO FANN

happy burfdae to you
you are born in the zoo
with the athletes &carrots
and you look like one too :)



THIRTEEN days to thirteen :D

tmr is our dehling FANN burfdae !

its jus one of those daes you feel like crying but tear jus won flow out.

2.4 run todae. my knee hurt when i ran &my timing was a miserable 12.o8. failure? mebbe

thankyou everyone who cared :)

aft sch saw chrislyn who was goin to play soccer. BUT we think she cant do it la.

went to the arcade wid ningxin, xiaomeng, zhixuan &frank :]

ningxin &me went to popular and fooled around with the assesment books.

SPLASH

FOURTEEN days to thirteen :D

*updated

marion raven
end of me

hey
stay with me
as im getting naked
stripped down to the bone

this is not a mistake
its the dawn of a new day
anything goes from now


its the last of illusions
this is the final trace of innocence
if im caught in the middle
i know it will be
the end of me

RAH
i reallie don noe wad to do.

nvm. i had napha yesterdae. 5items !

my worst was shuttle run, 11.91s ! OHMYGOD :/ nex was standing board jump, 166cm. c &b.

the rest was okay :) sit &reach 5oplus. pull-up 24times and sit-up 41times.

ah. got back a few results. SADSADSAD

totally screwed up.

aft school we went for track training. karen made some pizzas for home econs. ningxin &i shared one teeny pizza and were acting les by eating the pizza together.

had to close my eyes or she will seduce me &ahem will kill me :]

we plan to studystudystudy ! cos our mid-year examinations results is a big nono

we did trials for nats today. it was okay la. at least i got the event i wan 2oom.

i was 2nd last for 1oom trial lo LOL

den we did long jump. i did not jump cos my knee was hurting.

den we did 4oom trial. my timing was 1.19.42. it was okay la we started well, janice was leading. den i cut her until the last 5om or soo she caught up wid me &won me by 2secs.

secretly actually i was hoping to get into 2events but think again its better if concentrate on one event. HA den mebbe nex dae

-GERL IN RVH BROKE RECORD

wahahahah

okay joking joking :D dare to dream wad.

todae marks the first dae mrtan praised me. was showing him my math test paper. he saw the comment mrtong wrote

- SLOPPY WORK

HA den he said " actually i don think its sloppy. its quite nice la

WAHAHAHAHA :)

TO ALL ATHLETES

no matter wad happens we are owaes a team k? no matter wad events you get into, work hard for the event &lets all break record together ! the nex dae

- RIVER VALLEY HIGH ATHLETES TOP SCHOOLS TRACK &FIELD NATIONALS

wahliao :D

FIFTEEN days to thirteen :D

i dont noe wad is happening to me. i totally screwed up my whole life.

ask me bout results is a big no no

i tried to concentrate while studying but i guess my results proved dat im not reallie DAT clever. i plan to study wid the clever-er people during the june holidays. hoping dat can pull my results up.

had napha todae, my total marks add up to 22.

:/

EIGHTEEN days to thirteen :D

friday the thirteen !

got back most of the papers today. as usual i wasnt very satisfied but nvm.

a HUGE bug came into our class today &interrupted msong class LOL

went to mac wid olivia &peiqi.

went to je with jiaxu, zhixuan &peiqi.

zhixuan wanted it to be cold. soo we took the soya bean &left it in where they put the ice-creams.

four gerls sharing ONE barley flaoured soya bean :D

went to walk around with zhixuan :]

went to the ice skating rink &we were acting les. den got this uncle bside us was looking at us :/

13052005

TWENTY-DAYS TO thirteen :D

played with copper (ll) sulpate during science practical. i melted the spoon :/

went to ikea with olivia, peiqi &jiaxu and had lunch :)

went to je &met zaviar and mavis. den we went to library to do reflections for elementary math 2oo5 for secondary school pupils :]

bah. i failed my math. a miserable forty-nine.

TWENTY-TWO days to thirteen :D

end of me.

i failed my math test. again. nvm its no surprise im forever failing my math test.

i dont feel like talking now. not at all.

it was fun going out with the athletes.

and i cant stand the pain
and i cant make it go away
no i cant stand the pain
how could this happen to me
i made my mistakes
ive got no where to run
the night goes on
as im fading away
im sick of this life
i just wanna scream
how could this happen to me

TWENTY-FOUR DAYS TO THIRTEEN :D

whee its one more paper to go ! im so glad its all going to be over, but results is another thing.

chinese paper was okay, mdmtnia was complaining.

she wants to give us a big F for cleaniness :/

den we had 2i outing.

me, peiqi, jiaxu, olivia, farhanah, tingyi, kaimin, jolene, zhixuan, frank, jiaqiang, yujun, ernest, weichang, pingling headed down to orchard

played parapara with zhixuan &failed. den we saw this guy, who dance like a bimbo

-______________________-

wahliao you see the way he shake. oh man :S

watched guesswho :)

HAHA damn nice but the people behind us seemed to be competing with us, see who laugh the loudest.

aiya nobody can beat olivia lo.

went to shop for a while &went to je with zhixuan.

jolene, zhixuan &me saw fiona xie &some guy whom i thought is an extra.

(:

went to dinner wid mama.

my mother forced me to wear this HIGH heels or whatever you call dat. argh i got so frustrated i threw it away. shh cant say HEH

it was fun, jackies damn nice :]

was damn tired when i went home &slept immediately.

jus one more paper to mug for, im unscrewed !

TWENTY-SIX days to thirteen :D

exams are screwing me up :/

chem paper was okay, hope i pass it. english paper is still the same, but my editing sure fail.

math paper was horrible. both math paper. all dat studying of formulas, nothing came out. wong &chng sure noe how to torture us.

these few days my dad are speeding to school. i broke my record &got to school is 7seven minutes :) olivia is motivating me to study. LOL

today is o5o5o5. HEH :]

TWENTY-NINE days to thirteen :D

wokeup quite early today to study for history. im glad i did dat. it helped alot during the exam.

you should never disturb olivia in the morning. she will have mood swings.

source based questions nearly killed me. esp question 1a &1b. i absolutely have no idea of wad to write.

recess olivia &i actually wanted to go to study at the library, but it was filled with sec4s. wasted time in the canteen n finally back to class.

structured essay was okay. i was glad dat i studied for the first question :)

they decided to go east coast for chalet. kaimin told us in the morning how cheapstate sentosa is. HAHA

went to olivia house to study. its terrible. i felt like sleeping.

but at studying with olivia, you can never leave without finish studying.

i think i learnt nothing new leh

-__________________________-

happy mugging for chem :]

THIRTY days to thirteen :D

nice. today is a public holiday &im mugging at home !

everyone is lying on bed while all the poor students are mugging for mid-years.

heard mels dedication on perfect1o yesterday :)

muging :]

wanted to wakeup early to mug. but i fell asleep in less den a minute.

was mugging like siao &my mother did help much cept for adding on to the noise dat is making me crazy.

couldnt take it anymore soo i switched on my tv &watched this doc show :/

mugging makes people hungry.

aiya i dont know wad im writing bout &why im writing this post

all dat mugging made me screwed up :D

THIRTY-ONE DAYS TO THIRTEEN :D

went to mug with frank, zhixuan, jiaxu &peichan.

met the couple &went arcade. cant stand dem. OHMYGOD :] how dare they do this infront of an innocent young 13year old?

i passed cantonese whee !

den went to jec to mug. we did the 2oo3 chem paper &jiaxu helped me with companion :)

went to eat wid zhixuan. we made a conclusion bout the macdonals advertisment- disgusting.

LOL when i went home i saw this darn cute babee. he was looking at me &playing, laughing. suddenly he cry. den he laugh again. HAHA damn cute. but of course im cuter larh:D

went to eat with my family.

my aunt &mother wan to go shopping for clothes.

dragged me along. ahh boring. women are women :)

happy mugging !

THIRTY-TWO days to thirteen :D

mugging is boring. i slept immediately went i got home &only wokeup at 8plus.

slacked for awhile &ate breakfast while watching powerpuff gerls. its getting more &more lame LOL :]

den i sat down and did some serious work.

6hours straight of mugging

try it, it sucks. i was constantly distracted by having the desires to sleep &bite something.

okay im goin to mug again. best of luck to everyone mugging :)

i think im going to run later &i think someone jus broke into my neighbourbours house

THIRTY-THREE days to thirteen :D

chem test today totally sucked. i got 9/3o. well i think it was quite hard. a few people passed.

i think dere is a problem with me. im getting angry at the slightest thing. for example, i was damn pissed today during literature meeting. okay im sorry.

i will try &control myself.

yes we saw dat madman at mac again. ohman :/

THIRTY-FOUR days to thirteen :D

i shd make my entry short as i have to be studying for my chem. whathell am i doing online anyway? okay nvm.

mrtong went totally crazy today. scolded meiling like nobodys business. mind you. but he apologised during remedial.

the only interesting thing dat happened today is kenneth &pinglin. dey were playing dont know wad game and msong saw it *dey are sort of squeezing each others hands. then she made them remain in dat position throughout the whole science period &threatened to borrow a video cam from mschan and film it down.

she was like so damn cheeky. not like the usual msong. she was like

"HAH you want to play wid me? i WILL play wid you !"

HAHA she is so cute.

after school mrtong apologised &he made a mistake in his math answers. he claimed dat he didnt. but he gave up in the end.

went to do storyboard wid olivia. she agreed on an ice-cream &ended up having an upsized meal.

okay i shall go &study for my chem. byebye :D

i declare today nua day ! :D

ONE day to exams
ONE day to jiaxus bdae
THIRTY-SEVEN days to thirteen

monday: -
yesterday went to ningxins house to do music and we recorded 2hours of music. im sorry perople its all my fault. cos i had to play the same notes for both hands and the fingerings abit hard so i kept making mistakes.

we saw mdmtnia at cck foodcourt.

she was about to share the same table as us. then she walk away. wahliao freak me out.

we took height and weight today. i think there was a problem with the nurses measuring tape. im 159cm &45.5kg.

wahliao im getting fat. den jiaqiang suan me by saying i havnt grown at all. HUMPH

haozhan &jiajun stained their shirts with marker ink. during chinese they were trying to get the ink off HAHA

today mrtong went totally crazy. but when we was scolding the people i was giggling :)

hes abit out of his mind :]

actually had to do cip today but we gave some topid reasons. den farhanah &me just went to see if the area is clean anot and told the others to go home.

we said: -
"some people didnt bring cloth today &they have to go home to STUDY."

HAHA what crap.

then we arranged tables then ningxin &me went home.

tmr is our dehling jiaxus bdae :D

so little time ! :D

TWO days to exams
THIRTY-EIGHT days to thirteen

thursday: -
yesterday during pe we did pullups. i found out that im WEAK. i couldnt do more than 1o. okay i have to train really hard.

after school we had math remedial. mrtong wasnt happy that we wanted to leave before he release us.

we saw a whole bunch of el people crying cos they heard from some unreliable source that they are going to get silver & they are going to disband.

-_______________________-

then they had an emergency meeting at 4a classroom. i tagged along & fooled around. angie and bob have such a great sense of humour

friday: -
el results out. you all have to work hard okay? nothing is impossible.

mrchong didnt come today. some people said he was drunk again. jiaqiangs blog says he got scolded by mrslook. apparently, someone by the name TONG KWOK CHIEN had complained about him.

it all started on the day of health checkup. we started saying about ghost stories.

mrchong just came out of army. we thought we must have rather interesting ones so we bugged him to tell us. just nice it was math lesson. mrtong wasnt happy.

I THINK HES JUST JEALOUS THAT WE ARE WILLING TO TALK TO MRCHONG AND NOT HIM

humph !

after school we had weights. it was quite a slacking one :D

then we played hide & seek all over the school. it was darn fun :) then the seniors joined us and suz and me were the seekers !

we nearly died trying to catch them.

can you imagine a bunch of runners playing hide & seek?

its damn fun. the seniors ran really fast. HAHA but suz can run fast too. the c div gerls damn funny. they went to hide somewhere unknown and were the last ones to get caught.

then we went to eat, crap and stuff.

leena, janice, emily, fann & me played freeze and melt.

it was damn fun we ran around n around.

well apparently some people were jealous.

i have to admit i really screamed quite loudly. but i was having fun larh.

then some people said we were disgusting

get a life man, you ve never screamed in your life meh

who cares.

then weekiat joined us. LOL injured us man, he made fann fell and i injured my little toe. but he ran damn fast & he really hit your back damn hard.

HAHA athletes rocks. we re going to play again :)

saturday: -
hey people im really sorry okay? i wasnt in a good mood in the morning.

went to meet leena & emily. faceless espression. went to training. faceless espression.

i was having a bad hair day

or mebbe i was having pms :)

hu cares.

i recovered and started screaming like a crazy gerl. thats alot fun-er :D

we did baton passing as warmup. then all the warmup exercises. pickups and baton passing again.

I LOVE THE PINK BATON.

then we did long jumps. im not a long jumper. i just cant jump :D

we had alot of fun with the nanhua gerls.

selina is called eggplant. fann is tomato. vivian is mushroom. jingjia is brockcoli and minjie is spanish.

HAHA we are lame :)

went to mac and then je to play arcade. guess what I PASSED NEO ACOUSTIC :D

then zhixuan & me went to wait for frank, darren, weichang and ernest.

they are disgusting. doing those sort of things in front of me.

we went to the arcade and played parapara. the person chased me out because I WAS WEARING SCHOOL SKIRT

then we went to shop around and played around.

ernest and darren left. leaving me and weichang feeling so bright.

finally we couldnt take it anymore. weichang and me left home.

i couldnt find my house keys so i went to je to play arcade. HAHA dadee is so nice

stop suan-ing me and threating me that you will publish in the newspapers bout daughter hitting dadee.

it wont work :D

i went home and found my parents home. then slack around for a few hours. POOF i was tired.

mebbe cos i laughed too hard :)

sunday: -
HAHA im eating my apple pie.

later i still have to do project at ningxins house.

speed is everything-